Rowdy Ramadan

Exhaustion leaves me asleep for much of the flight from Munich to Cairo, save for the bout of extreme turbulence in which I try to breath through the contraction in the sky and think of one man in particular, just in case things go awry. Love, the every ready cure for despair.

But this man is not the reason for my latest sojourn, nor is a Nora Ephron inspired comedy about mothers and daughters sure to fly off the shelves and later cast the most current Meg Ryan or Julia Roberts as the lead (yes, I did date myself there).

The man behind this trip, originally concepted alone and then extended to my mother for a myriad of reasons, is the other half of my DNA, not seated on the plane next to me, unless you count the travel-sized urn I have come to feel as comfortable traveling with as a neck pillow or a sleep mask.

Two years ago today, the day I land in Cairo and am afforded the opportunity to get a peek into an ancient civilization that changed the world, hell built it, the day my best friend (Hi, Simone!) was brought into this world and instantly made it a better place by simply existing, my father, the man to whom I owe my wit, brains, brawn and booty, was taken from it.

I have made a promise to myself, and to him, for us to travel together twice a year, once on the day he was born, and another on the day he died, book ended nearly 6 months apart, book ends he would no doubt love the concept of and willingly participate in if he were given the option. Sadly, he is not, so I am once again placed in the position of the elder, the caretaker, the educator and bring a part of my dad to various parts of the globe to share the experience with him as well as share him with the world. And yes world, you are welcome.

Part of  Dr. Christopher N. Heard, Esq resides near the turtle sanctuary in Grand Cayman, atop a temple in ancient Burma and amongst the cacti in Joshua Tree. He is everywhere and nowhere all at once, just as any deity who knows whats good for him.

Drawing deity parallel would no doubt bring about a dismissive shake of his massive head or an uproarious laugh so unique to him; a sound I can only now hear the faintest echo of. A sound I long for.

So here I am, landing mere miles (or meters) from the ancient pyramids. A canvas bag filled with lightweight clothing, camera equipment, and my dad.

Welcome to Cairo.

Upon arrival at Cairo International Airport one has various offers from cabbies and crooks alike and after accepting the help of a kind man with an official looking badge and unsuccessfully trying to assuage my nervous mothers nervous mumbles we loaded into a very tiny car with a very large man hired to bring us to Cairo Inn, downtown. The 40 minute or so drive brought us past Tahrir Square, home of the 2011 revolution that seemingly changed life in Egypt entirely and past the banks of the Nile where were were safely deposited into the heart of rowdy Ramadan at Cairo Inn where were were greeted by an equally kind man who greeted us and immediately began planning out our trip for us, replete with guides and bus transfers.

By this time it was nearing 4 am and I was in no mood to negotiate travel plans with a complete stranger trying to make a buck under the guise of 'helping us out,' so a quick FaceTime with my paramour, a feast of carbohydrates provided by our host and a much needed shower were about all I could muster the energy for before it was off to bed with the sun rising through the open windows and the symphony of horns and laughter permeating the red silk curtains.

Our plan to have breakfast at 9 was easily forgotten as we lazily slept through the alarm clock and didn't manage to rise until nearly noon. Sleep had been limited the past few days and a bed felt too good to deny. More carbs, travel negotiations and an obligatory mother-daughter argument all took place before hitting the brightly lit streets of Cairo, looking more like a city deserted after battle than the a bustling metropolis.

Yusef immediately exited his shop of papyrus painting to greet me, tell me his life story and insist I looked like an Egyptian woman (which I clearly ate up with a spoon) before mom descended the staircase and we hit the pavement, headed nowhere in particular, as everything was new and untouched - at least by us.

We walked past the Egyptian Museum, part of the reason I booked our hotel where I did, and straight down to the Nile that more closely resembled the Mississippi than I care to say with river boats lining the waterway. After enjoying the breeze off the water on an otherwise stagnant day we passed back toward the museum only to find that it was already closed due to Ramadan hours, though vendors lingered about, one insisting a take a coin purse for free (which I did) as well as that I looked just like his sister. He explained that I looked Egyptian BECAUSE I looked American. Though the argument was weak, any reference to me looking ethnic or exotic is something I readily accept.

Traffic is messy in Cairo and crosswalks don't really exist. I insist time and time again that being a New Yorker, that's right -I said it, A New Yorker, has prepared me for many things in life, and navigating my way through blaring horns and screeching wheels is most certainly one of them. Unfortunately, the mean streets of Sacramento was not quite the same learning ground for my mother. Her trepidation, understandably, to step out into traffic was clear and once we crossed multi-laned thoroughfares a real sense of accomplishment was felt. 

A quick check of the map and a stop at the Carl's Jr. of the Nile, i.e. Hardees, for nice cold cup of their local fruit flavored soda, Miranda left us energized, likely from the amount of sugar in the liquid green apple Jolly Rancher, I just consumed and it was off through the winding roads of the city yet again.

Much like the path I navigate through life, I brought us on the longest most circuitous route back to the ho-tel using mostly my gut and sense of direction, with a quick stop for jewelry acquisition and internet (two of my passions) along the way.

With a quick conversation and a couple clicks of the proverbial mouse our transport to Luxor and accommodation were booked and I was able to live to see another day.

With the next few days at least roughly lined up, it was time to eat. The local shawarma shop provided sustenance till sunset and my mother's entree (no pun intended) into Middle Easter cuisine. Though not Bourdain-worthy, her chicken kept her satisfied and the bean soup in red stuff I spooned into my face eagerly was sufficient. Consuming the meal handed to us in plastic bag on a terrace overlooking a roundabout provided enough ambiance for the dining experience to at least feel authentic.

After calories were consumed I was allowed my first alone time of the journey, if only for a few moments. With a travel companion literally underfoot I find myself grow anxious and frustrated easily. And wanting to have spent today, June 17th, alone I greedily drink up the few moments I am allowed solitude with only my thoughts to keep me company.

I miss him.

I miss him every second of every day.

I do not partake in any activity, participate in any conversation or play a single song without wanting to share it with him.

Him. My father.

2 years ago today I lost him. 2 years ago tomorrow I got the call confirming it. Strangely I kew even before the Sac County coroners office phoned me at work I knew something was wrong. I felt it.

The call simply confirmed it.

Solidified it.

It just made it real.

Though Cairo reminds me more of Ho Chi Minh than Casablanca (apologies for the seemingly superfluous travel flossing), the fact that I am on the continent of Africa, in a Muslim country of course makes me think of my old man and the fact that only a few years ago we were making the same sojourn. Only a few years ago I was in one of my most favorite countries with one of my most favorite people.

No matter where you go, there you are.

And no matter where I go, he is here with me.

Luckily I was not allowed too much time to let my overactive mind work me into a tizzy and mom was back for more information and we were back on the streets.

Part Indiana Jones, part art teacher Mel navigated the streets with well arch-supported feet and a well brimmed hat looking just a touch out of place passing burkas on the sidewalks.

Though only having been in the country for a day it seems that everyone who wants to help you with your travel agenda insists on you booking a package. I generally don't travel with packages and after the 5th insistence that I book one it takes all of my strength not to yell that the only package I am interested in is waiting for me back at home!

Luckily, I resist.

One thing we do book, however, is a sunset dinner cruise along the Nile. Sold as a buffet with belly dancing - neither were presented - and neither were missed. 

After a quick and unnecessary cab ride to The Scarabee (the Delta King of the Middle East) we were pumped. Amongst the crowd of shrouded Muslims waiting for the sherbet colored sky to turn dark so we could turn up, mom was very aware that we were the outsiders, whereas all I was aware of was my own hunger. At 7 sharp we were allowed to dig into our curious and delicious feast of various meats and honey flavored desserts. 

Beautiful children, beautiful scarves and a beautiful meal was had (to the sweet sounds of Kenny G and Babyface), but this is not what resonated most. What may stick with me about this trip to the Middle East more than anything else, my favorite memory from my trip to Egypt may very well be the undeniable glare of 'an American whore is among us,' I receive at every turn. In a long, navy dress, Chucks and a jean jacket for me is practically ordained but I can only be left to assume that, to the average Muslim woman I am a heathen hungry for mischief and lewd acts and, scarily enough, they just might be right... (don't worry baby, just with you!)

Though the belly dancer sat this one out due to the holy days of Ramadan, the whirling Dervish did NOT disappoint with his technicolor coat spinning over his head and with a subtle wink and a few flick of the wrists he folded up one level of his dress/coat and handed it to me like a bundle of joy - only the joy in this exchange was a tip - for him. And a well deserved one. 

After dinner we moved up to the top deck where two chairs remained and a barista who awaited my ever command, i.e. made me two teas. Trying to charge me American prices my lack of funds was helpful and he only got 2 Egyptian pounds.

A lap around Cairo on the Nile on a balmy evening is a pleasant one and one I would absolutely recommend. 

Crossing the precarious web of streets where horns function as traffic signs and the lines on the toad are merely decoration, my mother gripped my hand tightly which navigating our way back home. With Ramadan in full swing, things don't get popping till late night so we decided not to call it a day just yet and peruse the shopping district and a local market while we still had the wherewithal.

The throngs of men affectionately playing with one another and burka'd women carrying unruly children distracted from the neon lights and traffic noise. Catcalls seem to be an after hours thing and I was equal parts pleased I still got it and disgusted when becoming the recipient of a handful. 

A few postcards, a hot shower and a plane to wake early to see the pyramids tucked me int bed and left me to the dreams of crossing off another bucket list item for many and a Kodak moment for me in the morning!