january 2013
Thursday, January 24, 2013
Sunday, January 20, 2013
Monday, January 14, 2013
you can now follow me on instagram
with my intense aversion to all things social media, i recently chose to take some good advice and use it to my benefit, professionally. that being said i am active on instagram - having promised myself to post at least one photo a day - and those are fed through twitter. still no fb and i promise no photos of me with a full face of makeup or the peanut butter sandwich im having for lunch. if i do either of these things you have my full permission to mock me endlessly.
one of my many lessons as an adult - don't cut of your nose to spite your face. and therefore, you can now follow me on instagram ...
january 2013
Tuesday, January 8, 2013
Thursday, January 3, 2013
Monday, December 31, 2012
dear 2012, i hate you
i am not so sure i subscribe to this theory, as i tend to give little heed to things that resemble hocus pocus or mumbo jumbo. i will, however say goodbye to 2012 with great pleasure. pleasure in the futile belief that the numbers on the calendar moving forward will in turn push me forward and allow the torture of 2012 to fade like a scar incurred in childhood that is now just a distant memory along side eating paste and chasing boys around the schoolyard.
i am painfully aware that every day is a gift and that focusing on the positive aspects of one's life is essential in it's endurance, but there are times when being painfully aware is just plain old painful and for me, 2012 has been the embodiment of that emotion. with the amount of put-down-the-lady-bic-pep-talks i have bore witness to in the past several months i feel as though there is nothing more to say, or hear. i hope i take these words that have permeated both my ear drums and heart and am able to implement them into this mess i call a life.
ideally i would like to take the lessons of 2012 and with them create a more meaningful existence, with greater connection to my environment and fellow human beings. i would like to think that through the process of one's life imploding you see those to chose to remain close amongst the wreckage and invest even more deeply in those willing to see you at your lowest and most heinous. i want to believe that i am a more aware of who i am and what i want in life. it would be nice to feel like the old addage, what doesn't kills is makes us stronger, bears some weight in my given situation and that i am channeling my inner helen reddy as we speak, allowing my woman to roar - but sadly my ability to function within the realm of reality does not allow me to be so brave an optimistic and, instead just leaves me wanting to shout: dear 2012, i hate you!
lets just hope that 2013 at least pays for dinner first...
december 2012
Wednesday, December 19, 2012
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)
